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impatience

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 7:12 AM


okay, so i've finally been convinced to give this blog thing a try. don't judge me if i'm absolutely terrible at this. i have a ton on my mind right now, like the fact that you shouldn't not dance for a whole year and then expect your legs to be able to hold you up without shaking. that was stupid, seriously. i missed that way too much. it's finally something in my life that i'm sure about, because everything else is so...weird.
have you ever thought you couldn't live without someone or something, and then its gone, and you find a way to adapt. yeah, my point exactly. what?! haha but seriously...and that's totally happening, except now i'm really feeling guilty that i don't feel the actual "missing" anymore. i think i still "miss" that....and i'd give anything for IT back, but it's like, ehh, i'm finally okay. is that totally wrong of me...and really hypocritical? nothing seems stable really, when you think about it. like everything can change so fast, just in an hour. that's how things seem to fall apart. little by little, hour by hour, it gets worse. until finally it just stops. you learn your consequences and you move on. yeah, life still isn't 100% bright, but you get to the point where you just live with it. i don't know, it's the oddest way to live. the only structure is just routine, schedule. living your life to the unfullest through a day planner. what a life.
ha, don't think im depressed or anything. i'm still okay, just kinda in one of those moods where everything seems overemotional. i'm especially impatient right now, because seriously how long does it take to make up your mind about what you have to say!? too long for some people, apparently. almost to the point where i just want to give up on waiting, but i think i'd regret that. so i'm still in the same place i started.

wow, what an amazing first blog entry...haha maybe i'll get better at this...or continue on to be a completely emo groupie;;

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